Saturday, January 9, 2016 @ 1:02 AM

I lost the love I lost the most.
I lost my world completely.
As much as I knew I was strong, but deep down in me im such a weakling.
I do not know my sense of direction, no longer knew what my heart wants.
Too disappointed, too many heartbreaks. Too many underlying problems.
As much I love to look back at the memories, I do not see the future in us any longer.
I must admit that somehow I still love you, but theres too much hatred in me for you right now.
It has been almost 3 days, no text.
Maybe this is the senseof revenge towards me each I walked away.
Well maybe this is the fate for us.
I'm sorry.

Im writing this not to seek sympathy but just to let this lifeless soul running around aimlessly.

Who cares about the next person who hates me  because im not the person who pretends that im okay with instances, because I am me.