Anak0din

Monday, December 7, 2015 @ 8:48 PM

Where were you, when i need you ?

You’re so indecisive of what I’m saying
Trying to catch the beat, make up your heart.
Don't know if you're happy, or complaining.

Don’t want for us to end where do I start
First you wanna go to the left and you want to turn right
Wanna argue all day, making love all night.

First you up and you’re down and then between.

A broken heart is one of those experiences that all of us as humans can share, yet you can only experience alone.

As humans, we’re wired to experience incredible love and affection. But for every action, there’s an equal and opposite reaction, and when it comes to the ecstasy of true love, that reaction is a gut-wrenching pain, a deep void of sadness, utter lethargy, and feelings of seemly eternal loneliness.

Whats left after betrayal after betrayal.
No one understands this pain deep enough.
The never ending tears, the never ending sorrows.
The endless lies.

The unsung moments where, I loved and trust, vanished in the thin air, and thats where you felt the years never counts. When someone can replace you just by the number of days.

The empty four walls, the empty hearts, the empty words, nothing can describe the pain at all.

The imprefections that was blind to see.
The directions have changed.
The walls that came tumbling down.
The future, that you no longer vow to reach.

How conveniently the lies, the empty promises could change a person so much.

Cause if you like the way you look that much
Ohhhh baby you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'
You should go and love yourself

When you told me that you hated my friends
The only problem was with you and not them
And every time you told me my opinion was wrong
And tried to make me forget where I came from

And I didn't wanna write a song
Cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care, I don't
But, you still hit my phone up
And baby I be moving on
And I think you should be somethin' I don't wanna hold back
Maybe you should know that
My mama don't like you and she like's everyone
And I never like to admit that I was wrong
And I've been so caught up in my job, didn't see what's going on
And now I know, I'm better sleeping on my own

It's okay for me to loose my mind, lost a part of myself, because im the victim of being betrayed, lied and cheated.
it's okay as i felt so much when you felt nothing at all.