Nurul Aysha Khamarudin.
kiddokiaaaa baby, kiddolicious, sasha
Arab
#Altakhi
2nd January
Better then your Ex, Better then your Next
I ♥ Bershka, Red, Black , Orange, Ben & Jerry's, Soccer, thrills, Baby Taz/ Tazmania Devils , Liverpool ♥

Hi , it's been awhile that i've blogged.
Miss this place to rant.
Hehe.
Well times are tough actually, but i'm trying to adapt to the changes that are being made.
And there's always a saying that "NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE ADAPT, WE DEFINITELY MISS THE PAST AND WHICH IS CALLED MEMORIES".



I was browsing facebook, and i came up with an album, looking at it, actually it really teared me up. It's been almost 3 years that we are together. Being together, through the lies,  the hard times, and of course the good times,and i'm actually missing you very much. You're pretty much occupied with your work and we are barely spending time together as a family. Most of the time, i'm out with our precious little one, you're working , i felt empty. There's no one would company us where ever we go whereas i've always picture you with us going out together. There's no words that actually can express the way i felt right now, with the recent fights that we had, it really put me into a situation that i don't even know how to expressed , but whatever that is coming our way, there's one thing that i can assure you is that my love for you would never changed.
Remember this video ? the very first video you made for me ?. Trying your very best to asked me to be yours despite the countless rejection that i made?.





well, i hope when you saw this post, i hope you'll understand what i'm going through right now.
It's not about the argument, it's not about the trust issues, but the "less time" that we are spending right now.
I miss you, I miss the old us, but nothing changes and that is "MY LOVE FOR YOU".


XOXO. back to top?