Nurul Aysha Khamarudin.
kiddokiaaaa baby, kiddolicious, sasha
Arab
#Altakhi
2nd January
Better then your Ex, Better then your Next
I ♥ Bershka, Red, Black , Orange, Ben & Jerry's, Soccer, thrills, Baby Taz/ Tazmania Devils , Liverpool ♥

I can't take it anymore.
I'm letting it out.

Indulge with every misery, i still smile.
With your lies, with your made up stories ,
Just to assure people that i'm the one at lost.
I maybe the one who get's the blame but, nevertheless, i'll still keep quite.
I still shine in my own life, i don't need people to decide for my future
when the future is my hand, I know who's right and who's wrong.
Who's the best for my future and who's not .
I make mistakes and other's too, they learnt from it so do i.
Nobody is perfect in this world.
So what's the point now ? of you people ?
Trying to discriminate my life?
So that the other's trying to look down on me ?
I'mma a potential lesb?
When it was just a temporary status in my life.
Who doesn't want's to have a boyfriend ?
When i choose it to be in my life in the later part.
I have my own ideal boyfriend too.
Who is willing to listen to me, care and take care of me.
Putting my doubts and sorrows away.
I don't care about that person's past either.
As long as that person is willing to prove to me that he is willing to take care of me.
I want that feeling to be worth life long, not temporarily.
You look down on people's life, how about yours?
How perfect is your life ?
How happy are you to see me suffer?
I may run, i may hide, but only god is here to protect me.
I treasure people around me, but they fail to see.


I love the day where we party together.
Club hop, meeting your friends , your relatives was awesome.
I love you very much :DD back to top?