Nurul Aysha Khamarudin.
kiddokiaaaa baby, kiddolicious, sasha
Arab
#Altakhi
2nd January
Better then your Ex, Better then your Next
I ♥ Bershka, Red, Black , Orange, Ben & Jerry's, Soccer, thrills, Baby Taz/ Tazmania Devils , Liverpool ♥

This is it, the past.
It will remain as a story for now.

01042009, the day, i gotten attached to dearest Muhd Faiz Suhail Bin Rudin.
It was the happiest day of my life, as he was also part of my ex lover that i wanted back that badly and it happen way beforehand, in 2005 i shall say.
During the first 3 months everything went smoothly, but some how something is a miss, in silence he contacted with his ex girlfriend, yanaa elfyndra. I caught him and confronted him and he said he'll stop contacting with him. At first i trusted him, but soon history repeated itself and when it started the word "takde pape" came from me, it has been a drag , till there was this time, we argued like nobody business, i got fed up, and you asked for break and i met my baby girls and met faizal initial we had feelings for each other, i was about to go for faizal but you told me that it wasn't your final decision, i went back to you, hoping that you change. you told me that you were sorry and didn't want to repeat it. But however you repeated it again, but this time i choose to close one eye, not once but numerous times. You kept on breaking your promises, you friends talking behind my back, what the hell was happening? you hated my friends for unknown reasons. Why did i have to endure all this while you are at your lust? never mind, i was hoping you change , get you what you wanted , but no kindness repay yet. The day you lied to your mother, saying you were working at night, but the actual fact we went out to ton, you borrowed me money just to give your mother. My mum's money was spent on you , you promised to pay back where was it ? I really had to end the relationship on 8th may 2010, because i simply couldn't take it, why was i the one who support you throughout 13 months ? I wish to forget all those sour memories and take you back initially i failed, because you hurt me too much. It has been unbearable for me you failed to foresee everything, still choosing lust over your life, and i can't adapt to it, in our relationship everything was you, not us or even me. I felt like a dog, because i need to spend most of the time with you, not my family nor my friends.
Where's my personal space ?. Even after the break up, you still keep pestering me .
I found someone else faiz, i'm taken by him . About the rebound ? I'm lying to you.
I love Percival De Lorme now, because of him , my family bond is back .
I'm loving my life right now. Faiz , i want you to pay me back how much you owe me .
It's my mummy's money, not mine. You yourself know how much you owe me, about the pizzahut thingy , i'm sincere . I'm only asking back for the one that you owe me . I'm giving you a month to get it done. And you said you wont move on till you got me back ? well once a crook is always a crook, faiz.

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